Millie Agnes Clarke

1937 - 2002
LocationLeicester
Age65 years
Cause of DeathStroke
Date of Birth21/04/1937
Date of Death27/04/2002
Visitors4,354 since 23/01/2008
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Millicent Agnes Clarke known as Millie

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My Nana died on the 27th of april, she had various jobs including working in a shoe box factory
and at the dunlop tyre factory where she met and married my grandad Leslie John Clarke,
unfortunately they separated before i was born.
Nana lived in the new parks area of leicester then moved onto braunstone then finally onto the
sherrads road.
mother to four children Sheila (my mum),Doris (aka Dolly) David & Kevin (wombat)
Millie had around 8-9 siblings, which included Ernie, Mick & Elizabeth
she has two grandchildren myself & millie-anne, (named after her nana)
whose twelve

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Nana was a lovely woman who always used to help out her elderly neighbours.
she had a little dog by the name of tina but everybody called her tt, she doted on tina and always
had her by her side.
Being the only grandchild while she was alive she doted on me, i loved going to spend the weekends
with her, i remember her always taking me to the park at the end of her street and then onto the
shops.
my most favourite photo is of me on her knee, when i find it i will put it on here.
Nana liked to knit i remember she made me cardigans one lilac and the other which was white... i
wore that for my christening.
I was never allowed to call her grandma...she said it made her feel old!
the day before she was taken ill we had been into town to spend the money my uncle had given me for
easter, i bought an erasure tape which will now always remind me of her whenever i hear one of their
songs!

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Nana had a stroke on easter sunday 2002 i shared a bed with her but didnt notice her sitting on the
floor when i woke up, it was my mum who found her with me close behind her, even tho she couldn't
speak she still tried to get me out of the room.... she didnt want me to see her like that.
she was rushed to hospital and spent her 65th birthday there.
Nana never went to the doctor's she should have done as she had a massive lump on her neck which we
found out was a goiter which in the end eventually caused her to lose her life.
I will never forget the day she died... it was my 1st day back to school after the holidays my dad
met me on the way home,i dropped my things off at home then we both went to the lri on the back of
his motorbike.
My nana died around 10pm that night with all her family by her side.

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Dear Angel



I know you are busy with the good things you do

But if you could spare time I’d be grateful to you

To seek out in Heaven the one that I miss

And give Nana my letter sealed with a kiss.



It wasn’t her fault that she had to go

Tell her don’t worry and please let her know

That I had a Nana who was one of a kind

And she’ll always be in my heart and my mind



So please read to Nana the words in my letter

And tell her I love her and hope she is better

And just one more thing if it’s not too much trouble

Could you kindly reach out and give Nana a cuddle.

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Hello Nana,
You've been gone since 2002 and i still really miss you.
I wish you could have been there to see me grow up so i could share all the specail moments with
you, i'm just glad i was with you at the end.
You used to say that when i was old enough to i would come and visit you by myself...i just wanted
to let you know that you were right,you wouldn't have been able to keep me away!
I'm in a long term realtionship at the mo he's a lovely man and i love him to pieces i think you
would too.
I love you so much and i'll never forget you all my love hugs and kisses your jungle juice xx

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you made me feel so special,
u were always there for me,
i cant believe u have gone,
but yet it feels like your still here,
i never stop finkin bowt u,
i cant stop the pain,
i hope i will see you again,
in heaven one day,
god please take care of my nana,
she is kind and gentle,
funny and loved by all,
i wish u were still here,
to catch me wen i fall,
i miss you nana,
i always will,
no1 can feel the pain i feel

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NANA
Your gone in person,
But never at heart,
I know were not together,
But were never apart,
I cant bring you back,
Or turn back the time,
I guess i'll be strong,
And for you i will shine,

If tears could build a stairway
And a memory lane
We would walk right up to heaven
And bring you back home again

The tears on my pillow
I cried for you last night
I wish you were my pillow
That i squeezed forever tight

I miss you now more than ever
In my heart you'll stay forever

I Love You

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However good the memories
they always make me weep
i've cryed a million tear drops
since the day you went to sleep

While you dear NANA
rest and sleep
Your loving Memory
We'll always Keep
Loving Thoughts Of You Always

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No words I write can ever say
how much I miss you everyday.
As time goes by, the loneliness grows,
How I miss you, nobody knows.
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name.
But all I have are memories,
And a photo in a frame.
No one sees me weep.
But the love I have for you,
Is in my heart, and mine to keep.
I have never stopped loving you
and I know I never will.
Deep inside my heart,
You are with me still.
Heartaches, this world are many,
But mine is worse than any.
My heart still aches, as I whisper low,
"I need you... and miss you so."
The things we feel so deeply
are often the hardest things to say.
But I just can't keep quiet anymore,
So I'll tell you any ways.
There is a place within my heart
that no one else can fill.
I love you and I always will!

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Do you make them laugh in heaven,
Does your smile bring them good cheer?

Do you make the sun shine brighter,
Like you did when you were here?

You meant so very much to us,
There's nothing left to say,
Except that without you here
There is no perfect day.

We want to tell you something
So there wont be any doubt,
You're so wonderful to think of,
But so hard to be without.....


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Breeze
Erika Hernandez


The breeze feels nice
the breeze is calm
Like touched by God
Under the sun
I see a flower...
as pretty as can be
I smile and I think I see
you looking at me
Now, you are in heaven
in the pretty blue sky
Now I know when the breeze feels nice
You are there with me

Belinda Williams (Close Friend) September 24, 2009

♥ TIME WILL EASE THE HURT ♥
♥ by Bruce B. Wilmer ♥

♥ The sadness of the present days ♥
♥ Is locked and set in time, ♥
♥ And meaning to the future ♥
♥ Is a slow and painful climb. ♥
♥ But all the feelings that are now ♥
♥ So vivid and so real ♥
♥ Can't hold their fresh intensity ♥
♥ As time begins to heal. ♥
♥ No wound so deep will ever go ♥
♥ Entirely away; ♥
♥ Yet every hurt becomes ♥
♥ A little less from day to day. ♥
♥ Nothing can erase the painful ♥
♥ Imprints on your mind; ♥
♥ But there are softer memories ♥
♥ That time will let you find. ♥
♥ Though your heart won't let the sadness ♥
♥ Simply slide away, ♥
♥ The echoes will diminish ♥
♥ Even though the memories stay. ♥

Mel Xxxxx (Friend) September 23, 2009

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"I Can't Cry Hard Enough" by The Williams Brothers.

I'm gonna live my life
Like every day's the last
Without a simple goodbye
It all goes by so fast.

And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now.

Gonna open my eyes
And see for the first time
I've let go of you like
A child letting go of his kite.

There it goes
Up in the sky
There it goes
Beyond the clouds
For no reason why.

I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now.

Gonna look back in vain
And see you standing there
When all that remains
Is just an empty chair.

And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now.

There it goes
Up in the sky
There it goes
Beyond the clouds
For no reason why.

I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now.

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Mel Xxxxx (Friend) September 18, 2009

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No words I write can ever say, How much I miss you everyday
As time goes by the loneliness grows, How I miss you nobody knows.
I think of you in silence, and I speak your name,
But all I have is memories, and a photo in a frame.
No one sees me weep as I cry myself to sleep.
The Love I have for you is in my heart to keep.
I will never stop Loving you, I know I never will
Deep inside my heart, you’re with me still.
My heart still aches as I whisper low. I need you mum, and miss you so
But I know you are in Gods precious arms
And he is protecting you from any harm
There is a place in my heart. That no one can fill. I love you and I always will.
Love always Belinda xxx
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Belinda Williams (Close Friend) September 17, 2009

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Missing You

I just can't believe it
The sun still sets and rises.
The moon and stars still shine.
The flowers still bloom,
The birds still sing.
I expected a change in everything...

I just can't believe it.
It still gets dark and light.
The ocean still has waves,
The rain still rains,
The wind still blows.
Is it because they do not know?

I just can't believe it.
I thought the world would stop,
When in the house I found
An empty chair,
A missing smile.
I thought it would stop
For just a while.
I just can't believe it....

Unknown author

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Mel Xxxxx (Friend) September 15, 2009

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~~ The Ascending ~~
(by Kahlil Gibran)

I have passed a mountain peak and my soul is soaring in the
Firmament of complete and unbound freedom;
I am far, far away, my companions, and the clouds are
Hiding the hills from my eyes.
The valleys are becoming flooded with an ocean of silence, and the
Hands of oblivion are engulfing the roads and the houses;
The prairies and fields are disappearing behind a white specter
That looks like the spring cloud, yellow as the candlelight
And red as the twilight.

The songs of the waves and the humans of the streams
Are scattered, and the voices of the throngs reduced to silence;
And I can hear naught but the music of Eternity
In exact harmony with the spirit's desires.
I am cloaked in full whiteness;
I am in comfort; I am in peace.
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Mel Xxxxx (Friend) September 10, 2009

MISSED SO MUCH ANGEL. xXxXx

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EVERY STEP I TAKE,
EVERY MOVE I MAKE,
EVERY SINGLE DAY,
EVERY TIME I PRAY,
I"LL BE MISSING YOU.


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Leah Collinson (Friend) September 8, 2009

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

In The Light.

A shadow of joy flickered, it is me.
I told you I wouldn't leave.
My spirit is with you.
My memories, my thoughts are embedded deep in your heart.
I still love you.
Do not for one moment think that you have been abandoned.
I am in the Light.

In the corner, in the hall, the car, the yard...
these are the places I stay with you.
My spirit rises every time you pray for me,
but my energy comes closer to you.
Love does not diminish, it grows stronger.
I am the feather that finds you in the yard,
the dimmed light that grows brighter in your mind.
I place our memories for you to see.
We lived in our special way, a way that now has it's focus changed.
I still crave your understanding and long for the
many words of prayer and good fortune for my soul.
I am in the Light.

As you struggle to adjust without me, I watch silently.
Sometimes, I summon up all the strength of my new world
to make you notice me.
Impressed by your grief,
I try to impress my love deeper into your consciousness.
As you should, I call out to the Heaven's for help.
You should know that the fountain of youth does exist.
My soul is now healthy.
Your love sends me new found energy.
I am adjusting to this new world.
I am with you and I am in the Light.

Please don't feel bad that you can't see me.
I am with you wherever you go.
Talk to me and somehow I will find a way to answer you.
Mother, Father, son or daughter, it makes no difference.
Brother, sister, lover, husband or wife, it makes no difference.
Whatever our connection - friend or even foe - I see you with my new eyes.
I am learning to help wherever you are,
wherever I am needed.
This can be done because I am in the Light.

When you feel despair, reach out to me.
I will come.
Our love for you truly does transcend from Heaven to Earth.
Finish your life with the enthusiasm and zest that you had
when we were together in the physical sense.
You owe this to me, but more importantly, you owe it to yourself.
Life continues for both of us.
I am with you because I love you and I am in the Light.

(Author Unknown)

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

Mel Xxxxx (Friend) September 3, 2009

❁ Heaven and Earth ❁

♥When the warmth of the sun touches my face,
♥I see your smile and feel your embrace.
♥I hear the whisper of love in the wind
♥And I know that you are close to me again.
♥The rain speaks of tears, the thunder of pain,
♥But soon the sun comes the earth to reclaim.
♥As the days come and go and the world moves on,
♥I know you're still here, you'll never be gone.
♥On the night the Angel came and took your hand,
♥We cried as you left for an unknown land.
♥But Heaven rejoiced as you came into sight.
♥For your soul was a diamond, shining so bright!

Written by Karen McCombs

Mel Xxxxx (Friend) August 28, 2009

•♥ The Messenger ♥•
Written by Kirsti (Angel scribe)

From an Angel on high
a tender message of love was softly whispered into the ear
of this humble scribe....
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Weep not for me
now that I have passed.
Remember the laughter, the affection, the joy
not just the recent tears.
Cherish the memories, our hopes and dreams.
Hold fast to the love that we shared.
Be happy with the time we spent together
and being anew.
For I am not really gone,
I am closer than ever before.
As the morning sun rises
and throughout the busy day...I am with you.
Until the setting sun disappears on the horizon
and we watch the day turn into night...I am here.
You may feel a faint breeze stir round your head, while you slumber
as I gently kiss your forehead, "Good night."
The stars that shine so brightly in my heavenly sky
help me watch over you and keep you from harm.
I am the wind in the trees
and the song of a bird.
I am moonbeams in a midnight sky
and a glorious rainbow after the storm.
I am morning dew
and freshly-fallen snow.
I am a butterfly flying overhead
and a puppy happily at play.
I am a smile on a stranger's face
a gentle touch
a warm embrace.
Listen to the wind for my message of love.
Watch the sun rise and set in the sky with me.
Feel my essence encircle you with warm memories.
Open your heart to know...I am not gone.
Reach deep into your soul...You will find me.
I am here.
Have no fear.
I am with you,
Always.
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Mel Xxxxx (Friend) August 25, 2009
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