Millie Agnes Clarke

1937 - 2002
LocationLeicester
Age65 years
Cause of DeathStroke
Date of Birth21/04/1937
Date of Death27/04/2002
Visitors6,238 since 23/01/2008
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Millicent Agnes Clarke known as Millie

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My Nana died on the 27th of april, she had various jobs including working in a shoe box factory and at the dunlop tyre factory where she met and married my grandad Leslie John Clarke, unfortunately they separated before i was born.
Nana lived in the new parks area of leicester then moved onto braunstone then finally onto the sherrads road.
mother to four children Sheila (my mum),Doris (aka Dolly) David & Kevin (wombat)
Millie had around 8-9 siblings, which included Ernie, Mick & Elizabeth
she has two grandchildren myself & millie-anne, (named after her nana)
whose twelve

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Nana was a lovely woman who always used to help out her elderly neighbours.
she had a little dog by the name of tina but everybody called her tt, she doted on tina and always had her by her side.
Being the only grandchild while she was alive she doted on me, i loved going to spend the weekends with her, i remember her always taking me to the park at the end of her street and then onto the shops.
my most favourite photo is of me on her knee, when i find it i will put it on here.
Nana liked to knit i remember she made me cardigans one lilac and the other which was white... i wore that for my christening.
I was never allowed to call her grandma...she said it made her feel old!
the day before she was taken ill we had been into town to spend the money my uncle had given me for easter, i bought an erasure tape which will now always remind me of her whenever i hear one of their songs!

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Nana had a stroke on easter sunday 2002 i shared a bed with her but didnt notice her sitting on the floor when i woke up, it was my mum who found her with me close behind her, even tho she couldn't speak she still tried to get me out of the room.... she didnt want me to see her like that.
she was rushed to hospital and spent her 65th birthday there.
Nana never went to the doctor's she should have done as she had a massive lump on her neck which we found out was a goiter which in the end eventually caused her to lose her life.
I will never forget the day she died... it was my 1st day back to school after the holidays my dad met me on the way home,i dropped my things off at home then we both went to the lri on the back of his motorbike.
My nana died around 10pm that night with all her family by her side.

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Dear Angel



I know you are busy with the good things you do

But if you could spare time I’d be grateful to you

To seek out in Heaven the one that I miss

And give Nana my letter sealed with a kiss.



It wasn’t her fault that she had to go

Tell her don’t worry and please let her know

That I had a Nana who was one of a kind

And she’ll always be in my heart and my mind



So please read to Nana the words in my letter

And tell her I love her and hope she is better

And just one more thing if it’s not too much trouble

Could you kindly reach out and give Nana a cuddle.

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Hello Nana,
You've been gone since 2002 and i still really miss you.
I wish you could have been there to see me grow up so i could share all the specail moments with you, i'm just glad i was with you at the end.
You used to say that when i was old enough to i would come and visit you by myself...i just wanted to let you know that you were right,you wouldn't have been able to keep me away!
I'm in a long term realtionship at the mo he's a lovely man and i love him to pieces i think you would too.
I love you so much and i'll never forget you all my love hugs and kisses your jungle juice xx

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you made me feel so special,
u were always there for me,
i cant believe u have gone,
but yet it feels like your still here,
i never stop finkin bowt u,
i cant stop the pain,
i hope i will see you again,
in heaven one day,
god please take care of my nana,
she is kind and gentle,
funny and loved by all,
i wish u were still here,
to catch me wen i fall,
i miss you nana,
i always will,
no1 can feel the pain i feel

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NANA
Your gone in person,
But never at heart,
I know were not together,
But were never apart,
I cant bring you back,
Or turn back the time,
I guess i'll be strong,
And for you i will shine,

If tears could build a stairway
And a memory lane
We would walk right up to heaven
And bring you back home again

The tears on my pillow
I cried for you last night
I wish you were my pillow
That i squeezed forever tight

I miss you now more than ever
In my heart you'll stay forever

I Love You

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However good the memories
they always make me weep
i've cryed a million tear drops
since the day you went to sleep

While you dear NANA
rest and sleep
Your loving Memory
We'll always Keep
Loving Thoughts Of You Always

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No words I write can ever say
how much I miss you everyday.
As time goes by, the loneliness grows,
How I miss you, nobody knows.
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name.
But all I have are memories,
And a photo in a frame.
No one sees me weep.
But the love I have for you,
Is in my heart, and mine to keep.
I have never stopped loving you
and I know I never will.
Deep inside my heart,
You are with me still.
Heartaches, this world are many,
But mine is worse than any.
My heart still aches, as I whisper low,
"I need you... and miss you so."
The things we feel so deeply
are often the hardest things to say.
But I just can't keep quiet anymore,
So I'll tell you any ways.
There is a place within my heart
that no one else can fill.
I love you and I always will!

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Do you make them laugh in heaven,
Does your smile bring them good cheer?

Do you make the sun shine brighter,
Like you did when you were here?

You meant so very much to us,
There's nothing left to say,
Except that without you here
There is no perfect day.

We want to tell you something
So there wont be any doubt,
You're so wonderful to think of,
But so hard to be without.....

Gifts

Tributes

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Love everlasting is etched in the sands of time.

~ Sandra S. Corona

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being to timelessness as it's to time ღ♥ღ

being to timelessness as it's to time,
love did no more begin than love will end:
where nothing is to breathe to stroll to swim
love is the air the ocean and the land

love is the voice under all silences,
the hope which has no opposite in fear:
the strength so strong mere force is feebleness:
the truth more first than sun, more last than star.

~ ee cummings

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Mel Xxxxx (Friend)

Saturday evening

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*✫* Christmas Secrets *✫*

Underneath a winter sky
a distant train sings out the miles.
So I imagine, it may be,
that every mile brings you to me.
A promise made may still come true,
so I am waiting here for you,
if you don’t come, what will I do?
Who shall I tell my secrets to?
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Christmas bells ring out their chimes,
I hear them echo through the miles,
and moonlight shines upon the road
and trembles on the fallen snow
I look into the midnight blue
So many stars I never knew.
If you don’t come, what will I do?
Who shall I tell my secrets to?
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I look into the midnight blue
So many stars I never knew.
If you don’t come, what will I do?
Who shall I tell my secrets to?

~ Sung by Enya, lyrics by Roma Ryan ~
Copyright Ⓒ2006 EMI

Mel Xxxxx (Friend)

December 29, 2011

░☆░☆░ MERRY CHRISTMAS ░☆░☆░

As we prepare for Christmas,
Our thoughts will be of you,
You always made our Christmases,
The happiest we ever knew.
We'll try our best to celebrate
The birth of Christ our King,
But in our hearts we realise
We've lost our everything.


Merry★* 。 • ˚ ˚ ˛ ˚ ˛ •
•。★Christmas★ 。* 。
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Carol Spud (Best Friend)

December 23, 2011

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✻ A Winter's Epiphany ✻

Timeless thoughts of a winter’s stare;
eyes gazing over a landscape bare.
Memories drift on a blustery breeze;
dying light ushers in the freeze.

Reaching out for a grasp on the present;
stillness sets in, alone, and desolate.
Future unknown, outcome uncertain;
brilliance shadowed by a drawn curtain.

Path now set, laid before me known;
closing light now emanating from home.
Enter my homestead, heart filled with glee;
two eyes of the future peering upward at me.

Trusting in him to forge forward until fulfilled;
basis of strength, values I have instilled.
A wary mind at last permitted to rest;
reflecting on the realization of how I am blessed.

Ⓒ Michael A. Barron

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✻ Fairy Song ✻

Shed no tear! O, shed no tear!
The flower will bloom another year.
Weep no more! O, weep no more!
Young buds sleep in the root’s white core.
Dry your eyes! O, dry your eyes!
For I was taught in Paradise
To ease my breast of melodies,—
Shed no tear.

Overhead! look overhead!
‘Mong the blossoms white and red—
Look up, look up! I flutter now
On this fresh pomegranate bough.

See me! ’tis this silvery bill
Ever cures the good man’s ill.
Shed no tear! O, shed no tear!
The flower will bloom another year.
Adieu, adieu—I fly—adieu!
I vanish in the heaven’s blue,—
Adieu, adieu!

~ John Keats

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Mel Xxxxx (Friend)

December 6, 2011

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ღ LIFE is a series of little deaths out of which life always returns.
…~ Charles Feidelson, Jr.

ღ LOVE is the vital core of the soul, and of all you see, only love is infinite.
…~ Rumi

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ღ A Farewell ღ

FAREWELL, oh dream of mine!
I dare not stay;
The hour is come, and time
Will not delay:
Pleasant and dear to me
Wilt thou remain;
No future hour
Brings thee again.

She stands, the Future dim,
And draws me on,
And shows me dearer joys—
But thou art gone!
Treasures and Hopes more fair,
Bears she for me,
And yet I linger,
Oh dream, with thee!

Other and brighter days,
Perhaps she brings;
Deeper and holier songs,
Perchance she sings;
But thou and I, fair time,
We too must sever—
Oh dream of mine,
Farewell for ever!

~ Adelaide Anne Procter

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Mel Xxxxx (Friend)

November 26, 2011

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†[♥]† The Isolation of Grief †[♥]†

I am on a little boat
In a hurricane.
The waves crash all around me
And the wind tears at my sails.
The black sea rushes into my boat
And I am sinking.
Sinking.
Far off, in the distance,
I see the shore.
People are laughing,
Having conversations,
Parties.
Horns are honking.
Hustle Bustle,
Business as usual.
I see the faces.
I hear the voices.
But they are far away,
In a normal world.
They can see me,
But they do not see the hurricane.
There is no rescue boat
To bring me in.
They talk to me,
But their words are lost
In the wind.
I'm growing colder.
Can't seem to find my breath.
I'm looking for a lifeline.
Some connection to the normal world.
Doesn't anyone out there
See this storm?

†[♥]† Ⓒ Gwen Flowers †[♥]†

Mel Xxxxx (Friend)

October 20, 2011

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♥ If We Never Meet Again ♥

(I will meet you on that beautiful shore)

Soon we'll come to the end of life's journey
And perhaps never meet anymore
Till we gather in heaven's bright city
Far away on that beautiful shore

If we never meet again this side of heaven
As we struggle through this world and its strife
There's another meeting place somewhere in heaven
By the side of the river of life

Where the charming roses bloom forever
And where separations come no more
If we never meet again this side of heaven
I will meet you on that beautiful shore

Oh they say we shall meet by the river
Where no storm clouds ever darken the sky
And they say we'll be happy in heaven
In the wonderful sweet by and by

If we never meet again...
(If we never meet again this side of heaven)
I will meet you on that beautiful shore
(Beautiful beautiful shore)

♥ Albert E. Brumley ♥

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Mel Xxxxx (Friend)

October 1, 2011

Miss me, but let me go.
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We've known lots of pleasure,
At times endured pain,
We've lived in the sunshine
And walked in the rain.


But now we're separated
And for a time apart,
But I am not alone-
You're forever in my heart.




Death always seems so sudden,
And it is always sure,
But what is oft' forgotten-
It is not without a cure.


There may be times you miss me,
I sort of hope you do,
But smile when you think of me,
For I'll be waiting for you.


Now there's many things for you to do,
And lots of ways to grow,
So get busy, be happy,and live your life,
Miss me, but let me go.

Carol Spud (Best Friend)

August 28, 2011



This world is not conclusion;
A sequel stands beyond,
Invisible, as music,
But positive, as sound.

~ Emily Dickinson

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Perplexed Music…☆

Experience, like a pale musician, holds
A dulcimer of patience in his hand,
Whence harmonies, we cannot understand,
Of God; will in his worlds, the strain unfolds
In sad-perplexed minors: deathly colds
Fall on us while we hear, and countermand
Our sanguine heart back from the fancy-land
With nightingales in visionary wolds.
We murmur ‘Where is any certain tune
Or measured music in such notes as these?’
But angels, leaning from the golden seat,
Are not so minded their fine ear hath won
The issue of completed cadences,
And, smiling down the stars, they whisper—SWEET.

~ Elizabeth Barrett Browning

Mel Xxxxx (Friend)

August 27, 2011

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☜♡☞ Dancing With Angels ☜♡☞

It’s just so hard to believe
All I have to hold is your memory
From this side of the clouds all I see is grief
But on the other side I know you’re free
And you’re dancing, dancing with angels.

Somewhere just out of my reach
You’re keeping heavenly company
When I’m feeling lonely it’s for myself I cry
‘Cause there aren’t any tears in paradise
When you’re dancing, dancing with angels.

I can almost hear your laughter
See the fullness of your joy
Knowing that you’re present with the Lord
And though today I miss you I know the day will come
When every believer will behold the Son
And we’ll be dancing, dancing with angels.

Ⓒ 1997 Dayspring Music / Lehsem Music
Words and Music by J. Mandeville & S. Siler

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Mel Xxxxx (Friend)

August 11, 2011
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